BL0GGER'S LA|R

I had sucha "wonderful" time at orchard road. I was forced to "work" at orchard by ensuring that my kids busked properly to raise funds. It was hot, the performances were repetitive as there were few groups performing and I had to get them to improvise to add an element of surprise or difference. I did not get a chance to sit and the bottles of drinks I gulped turned to perspiration, not piss. It was quite an experience though as now I understand how buskers feel when ppl dont stop to watch or when ppl stop to watch. Now I know how distracting it can get when ppl laugh or stare. I busked with the kids for one item as I was bored watching the same stuff again and again. I was celebrating the end of the busking as I was hot and tired. I am sure that the kids had the same sentiments as they were tired.

I wana work elsewhere, hate this sucky place. Had a huge conflict with the boss over some issues about imbibing moral values in kids. Am probably in lotsa shit but i don't quite care since i feel that i am not wrong. Yay.

What's with these ppl episode...

Yes, praise god for giving us sucha wonderful weather during the camp. I am sure he heard because it rained heavily for three outa four days of the camp. Yes, I am sure that my supervisors always manage to communicate successfully to god. I wonder why he even bothered listening or giving advice to them (which they claim to hear him speak to them). And yes, if he really spoke to them, it's time for him to tell them to stop being so anal and screwing everyone the wrong way up. sighs.

Tell me, do yoga and karate convey values which are against christian values? If you don't think so, I am happy that you are thinking rationally. If you think that these two are not in line with christian values, please tell me why! I don't know what the fish is my dumb-f* organization thinking of when they expressed concern over hiring people to conduct yoga and karate courses as these courses are not in line with christian values. I mean, what the hell?! It just doesnt make sense coz they are only different forms of exercises. Why are these people so myopic or is this just blind faith? I don't geddit. Plus, some paranoid parent had to freak out over the yoga classes that were carried out which resulted in my supervisor talking to the yoga instructor about being careful in what he teaches. She did not want him to teach any form of meditation blah blah. I feel that meditation is not just a buddhist thing, it is more of getting oneself to concentrate and be at peace with oneself. Plus, i observed the yoga sessions and felt that they were darn good! the instructor's movements were superb. Anyway, I have had enough of this damned place. Would like to transfer outa this sch on the valid basis of conflict in religious beliefs. This sure is gona be a darn sensitive reason so i would like to see how those ppl are gona react when they see it.

some so called young pastor from the third place gave a talk about how god cannot stop starvation in other parts of the world because of corrupted officials in countries like india and some other african state. He failed to point out that these officials are also found in philippines so is it simply the non-christian states which are corrupted? Screw him. If god is almighty, (who's god?) he would have made these officials less corrupted using his magic touch. He also mentioned that because the ppl are like sheep, jesus is our shepherd. i was offended by that remark coz he is implying that we have the herd mentality and therefore need the guidance from jesus. i seriously think that he is the one who needs to be guided.

Whenever i attend chapel sessions, i feel that the worship songs they sing seem to encourage subservience to god and that is almost like enslaving your life. Anyway, their chapel sessions suck. It is pure propaganda and it is fulla bull. I really hate listening to such crap. Im gona use religion as a reason to get myself transferred out of this sucky place.

Im just waiting for a good laugh, hoping that it will rain during the x-country race since it is the rainy season. why would i laugh about it? Well, it was announced to the sch that god will bless them with good weather and it won't rain. It will be great fun if it rains heavily... then i will know how little blessing that bitch deserves.

working really sucks. got backstabbed by someone who is already retired but anyway, i believe in karma. hope her heart starts to fail since she says she has heart problems. fuck that arsehole. one of the heads is so fucking bitchy. she expects my colleague and i to take up so many huge projects. teaching is now the last agenda so if the students do badly, i will tell them that it is a result of not having the time to give them extra lessons to help them. think im gona voice out my unhappiness and concerns during one of the meetings.

Oh yes, some kid kept touching my arm just to get my attention and itz a guy! He had problems communicating and in fact, was v slow in his thinking so i was patient but i cannot tolerate male students touching my arm, my leg just to get my attention. Geez...

i wonder what have the parents been feedin their kids with or teaching them. The kids are getting less innocent these days. I looked in horror at the new batch of newbies in the sch today and freaked out coz the kids are so young and yet they are already so uncontrollably naughty. I know im gona have a hard time this yr. Then there are kids who just run outa the classroom without warning due to problems in focusing and this can cause alota problems. Most kids are arrogant and think they are darn good when they are nothing!!! I feel like asking them to go fly a kite. When i was on my way home, I overheard a bunch of pri sch kids talking about how if they are a reporter, they get to ask any qns such as the colour of the interviewee's underwear and they are so freaking young! what the hell is wrong with them?! Geez... I stared so hard at them that they eventually shut up and realised that they were in the wrong. It really helps to be in a disciplinarian mode even after sch. Anyway, I hope that parents teach their children how to behave and be humble or else nobody would wana educate them.

sch's in again. Am nearly going crazy having just gone thru the first two days in sch. So many things to do and learn, yet so little time to keep sane and rest :( A look at the activities lined up for the first half of the yr is nearly drivin me up the wall so pray that i will b okay :)

The higher-ups are alwiz on the lookout for mistakes done by their colleagues. Have they nothing better to do (which explains why their work is so screwed up) and therefore, need to derive some kinda sadistic pleasure from torturing their colleagues? It's scary how a moment's absence from a meeting just to visit the harmless loo can warrant harsh stares from the heads. And i attended a workshop which had an activity that required us to shout out some stuff one by one and it reminded me of some cell-group thingy. And yes, the big boss often says about how we genuinely love one another and that's a load of religious hypocrisy coz i don't feel the love or maybe im just too unfeeling. And yes, they always pray aloud for us, their colleagues, wishing us success in our love relationship and i wonder why don't they pray for themselves first. They ought to get married so that they will be more understanding ppl and stop assuming that all of us r damn free. Worse still, they have some event on valentine's day next yr till nite time and i m freaking out n pissed coz they are so selfish. Juz coz they feel lonely, they shudnt drag the rest to accompany them on that day! i hope someone protests so that it will be cancelled. Screw them.

I will never give my colleagues my icq no, its juz too dangerous. They may be able to somehow find out my blog url from my icq and i will b in deep shit.

Contrast the two diff views of death presented by two diff ppl:
Colleague - XX passed away so suddenly and it's no fault of god, he didn't take her life away. She has gone to a better place.
Taxi driver - XX passed away so unexpectedly, this shows that when u r fated to die, u cannot run away from it. Sometimes, such things can be a result of bad karma, retribution esp if u have broken ppl's rice bowl. It takes u to have done alota evil things to cause such tragedy to befall on u.

You see, to my colleague, god is never at fault. But if the OTHER dies, then his/her god must be at fault for not being able to protect him/her.

Colleague - Don't worry, your girls will win this competition becoz god will help those who believe in him and being a christian org, they will win
Me - Oh really? My gals are up against another christian org which has as much faith in him as my gals do. so who will he help?
That shut the farking idiot up. I believe that god will only help those who help themselves. If what my colleague says is true, then we dont have to work. We just have to believe in him and he will give us money. I am sure that all gods are fair, whether they are HIM or not. The deserving get their reward.

I was amused to hear from someone that her boss who is already over the hill, still ordered viagra recently as he has a girlfriend who's 20 yrs younger than him. Interesting stuff since she dislikes her boss who attempted to claim from the office, the medical fees for viagra. Unfortunately, her boss is so influential that such scandalous news would not shake his position in the organization. If not, I think even I would have spread such scandalous news to everyone in the office to get a good laugh at that old pervert hehe. It would be fun if he is greeted every morning with weird stares and giggles, and see him cringe in embarrassment. If he is given a job to do, his colleagues can perhaps ask him if he is UP to it. muahahaa. Too bad, I don't have a boss like this.. Wouldn't u give hell to your boss if you hate him and know how sleazy he is?