BL0GGER'S LA|R

some so called young pastor from the third place gave a talk about how god cannot stop starvation in other parts of the world because of corrupted officials in countries like india and some other african state. He failed to point out that these officials are also found in philippines so is it simply the non-christian states which are corrupted? Screw him. If god is almighty, (who's god?) he would have made these officials less corrupted using his magic touch. He also mentioned that because the ppl are like sheep, jesus is our shepherd. i was offended by that remark coz he is implying that we have the herd mentality and therefore need the guidance from jesus. i seriously think that he is the one who needs to be guided.

Whenever i attend chapel sessions, i feel that the worship songs they sing seem to encourage subservience to god and that is almost like enslaving your life. Anyway, their chapel sessions suck. It is pure propaganda and it is fulla bull. I really hate listening to such crap. Im gona use religion as a reason to get myself transferred out of this sucky place.

Im just waiting for a good laugh, hoping that it will rain during the x-country race since it is the rainy season. why would i laugh about it? Well, it was announced to the sch that god will bless them with good weather and it won't rain. It will be great fun if it rains heavily... then i will know how little blessing that bitch deserves.

working really sucks. got backstabbed by someone who is already retired but anyway, i believe in karma. hope her heart starts to fail since she says she has heart problems. fuck that arsehole. one of the heads is so fucking bitchy. she expects my colleague and i to take up so many huge projects. teaching is now the last agenda so if the students do badly, i will tell them that it is a result of not having the time to give them extra lessons to help them. think im gona voice out my unhappiness and concerns during one of the meetings.

Oh yes, some kid kept touching my arm just to get my attention and itz a guy! He had problems communicating and in fact, was v slow in his thinking so i was patient but i cannot tolerate male students touching my arm, my leg just to get my attention. Geez...

i wonder what have the parents been feedin their kids with or teaching them. The kids are getting less innocent these days. I looked in horror at the new batch of newbies in the sch today and freaked out coz the kids are so young and yet they are already so uncontrollably naughty. I know im gona have a hard time this yr. Then there are kids who just run outa the classroom without warning due to problems in focusing and this can cause alota problems. Most kids are arrogant and think they are darn good when they are nothing!!! I feel like asking them to go fly a kite. When i was on my way home, I overheard a bunch of pri sch kids talking about how if they are a reporter, they get to ask any qns such as the colour of the interviewee's underwear and they are so freaking young! what the hell is wrong with them?! Geez... I stared so hard at them that they eventually shut up and realised that they were in the wrong. It really helps to be in a disciplinarian mode even after sch. Anyway, I hope that parents teach their children how to behave and be humble or else nobody would wana educate them.

sch's in again. Am nearly going crazy having just gone thru the first two days in sch. So many things to do and learn, yet so little time to keep sane and rest :( A look at the activities lined up for the first half of the yr is nearly drivin me up the wall so pray that i will b okay :)